I have been missing my blog since September…and wanted to write something good..something great..and in d attempt to do so…lost out in d race of time…
but before the clock strikes 12… I want this date to be inscribed on my blog forever…
today wasn’t such happy an ending….and so i would make it an early ending. Perhaps I will sleep off the winter and ignore the cold, in me and around me.
But after every night comes the day and after every unhappy ending I am assured of a very happy beginning… 🙂
I would wake up to hopes tomorrow and yet not forget the today..because I don’t want to….else the lessons would be lost, the achievements would be belittled and the hard times that I faced undaunted would lose their charm.
Whatever happens…happens for the better. Because the best is yet to come.
I have walked without slippers towards my Crystal palace…yet miraculously my feet were unsoiled… I received much more than I ever thought I will…yet the natural desire for more goes on in my quest. The broken glass must have torn my feet but I might not have shed any tear….perhaps that’s why there wasn’t any pain…
But right now at the doorstep, when I see the ravenous red on the shards… I deny my oath of not crying…. It hurts..it pains…and you can’t deny it.
But good that I am reminded now and not before…or I couldn’t have traveled this tortuous path. Now I am clinging onto the crystal door and sooner I would be ushered in. I would soon wash off the ravenous red and soon soothe my blisters… i would wash off my feet and wash off my wounds…sleep and wake up as if I was never hurt.
I would wake up on the throne. The crystal palace would be mine.
I have lost out in the race of being a perfectionist. But to go on, I have to see the ‘yes’ as a ‘no’ and the ‘no’ as a ‘yes’ and see that what my heart desires.
I am not a perfectionist. I am a Narcissist.
I love myself and soon you would love me too.
I am the princess on the crystal throne.
I am the hope for myself.
I am the best I could be.
And now I will sleep…because I have got to know…
You need to sleep to wake up.
Happy Old year. Happy New year and Happy ME!